I still don't have the power to write the complete story. losing something is never easy for everyone. maybe I'll go with some facts.
The Bad Things:
1. I loss my phone. I bought it with my own money, my scholarship money. and I can say I have to dried out my bank account to get it.
2. i don't have another wallet. the one that they stole was my only wallet in this world. beside the ababil's wallets hidden in the very back part of my cupboard. eversince the tragedy, I have to borrow my mom's wallet eventhough none of it was really my style but I have to feel satisfied with it.
3. There's only 150thousands left in my wallet. But lately I've been trying to save some of my money since I've been too busy on spending it until I realized that there's not much left in my bank account. just when I decided to do some saving, the burglars took my money. Great.
4. Insecurities. I think we should move out from this area for a better condition. but not everyone in this house has the same thoughts. and I'm pretty upset with it.
The Good Things:
1. They didn't took my laptop. there's my thesis and thesis material in it. I'll hang myself if they ever do that to me.
2. They didn't hurt me and my mom. not even a bit. and I'm very grateful by the fact.
3. I have a reason to buy a new phone! actually, I've been bored with my phone since suddenly it became too common. my mom promised me to buy me a new one when she got her credit card back. yay!
4. Being more careful. I've been too careless about my things. I never really put attention where to put it in my room. and I've been too consumptive lately. For years, I couldn't afford many things I wanted and I thought about how unlucky I was for not being able to buy everything I wanted while everyone around me got it with no single effort. felt intimidated by my own condition. I was sad. I was angry. but God has been kind to me. He fixed my family's condition. we get better everyday. But then, I'm back to my old self. where I can always have what I want everytime I want it. I started to take everything for granted. I shopped a lot. I think I should give more appreciation towards my parent's work and my own work, knowing the source of money and how it's not easy to get them. to get the amount of money my parents earn since I couldn't even produce a single penny. I hope if I hold a great amount of money in my hand later, I have to use it more carefully and wisely. and never look down on people. no matter how great your things are, there will always people above you.
ya ampun bas ! kok bs ! gmn kejadiannya sih? emang gak ada bokap sm kakak lo di rmh? ya ampun bas, gw ikut bersedih yaa.. untung lo dan tante fatimeh gak knp2 bas !
ReplyDeleteada..semua ada... cuma lg pada tidur.. kejadiannya jam 3 pagi gitu deh. jendelanya dibobol mak. iyaaa untung bgt gue sama nyokap gue gapapa. soalnya malingnya sampe masuk2 kamar..
ReplyDeleteya ampun gpp deh bas dia ambil barang2 lo asal lo, nyokap lo, dan yg laen gak diapa2in. hp kan lo bs beli lg. trs selain hp ama dompet yg ilang apa lg? emang gak ada satpam bas? lo mergokin mereka masuk apa lo pura2 gatau ada yg msk rmh?
ReplyDeletemenurut org pinter yang didatengin nyokap gue sih disirep gt mak. jadi semua bener2 tidur ga ada yang nyadar, yg ga tidur seperti kakak gue jg ga denger apa2. di komplek gue emang ga ada satpam mak, secara komplek tentara jd tetangga2 gue ngiranya itu nggak diperlukan,jd ga ada keamanan krn asumsinya masa ada yang berani ngerampok di komplek tentara? ternyata ada lho yang berani.. haha. gue sih cuma hp ama dompet. nyokap gue sih yang lumayan banyak, ampe cincin, ama prikitilan kartu2, kacamata baca, sunglasses jg diambil. tp yaudahlah relain aja, yang penting ga ada yang kenapa2.
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