the everything

well i'm tired of writing trash blogging. this past few days i've been visiting my family in east java and believe me, it was soooo tiring and if I have a choice next time, I won't do it again. my father was the only people who can drive in the car. well my mom can, I can, but he wouldn't want us to caused any harm because it's pretty danger actually. so, I don't how it feels to be him that days where he had to drive along practically everywhere. if me, who just have to sit down and eat was feeling exhausted like hell than what about him? thank god when we're back he goes right to his massager.

tomorrow, I have to get back to work. yeah, that sucks. ever since i'm interning in UNICEF, I know the exact traffic condition in jakarta and it kills me everytime. there's traffic everywhere and don't you bother to buy an exclusive ellegant car in jakarta since the motorcycles who fly around you will hit your car here and there anyway. and it's so frustrating. what if I had to drive my own car someday? just kill me. later on the thought of looking for a job outside jakarta haunt myself. I mean, I'm not the kind of person who can live far away from malls and shops since shopping is my favorite activities and I don't really like hang around because i'll get bored. then the plan comes to mind where i want to work in.... BALI! yes, i think i'll fit there since there are so many shopping centres bars and clubs everywhere. so, it'll be fun i guess! and i'm really looking forward to it. images of my riding bycicle along the beach lines, tanning on the beach, go surfing and snorkeling, back to work in surfaids. waaawww that's great. hahaha. that if i'll be lucky enough to get in Surfaids. but I won't wind working in a five star hotels too because i might find some interesting foreigners too! hahaha. ok that's too far.

ok what else, ooohhh I got a present from my brother and it's the very first surprising present I got from him. several times he gave me band t-shirts aa a present but it was me who requested it. but this time, he bought this thick english books and gave it to me without any notification where it surprised me in a good way. hope you will get semakin banyak rezeki mas!! i really do hope so.