Just as what I thought it would be, my mom wouldn't let me go out from my work to let me have my little fun abroad. Risking something too big and important (my job) for something too short and unimportant. Or, if I still want to go. I have to sell my car which will pissing off my brother. well apart from that, I wouldn't sacrifice my family just for my own good anyway.

well, another dream falling apart.

hey you guys with a multimillion dollar daddy. you should be thankful, kid.

fuck you guys for being so lucky.

remind me why I should do the interview? Just to get fail? failed relationship. failed job. failed family. failed dreams. FAIL. I got it now. My life is a one hell of a joke.

"i said go for it! you'll find a new job.
kalo rejeki juga ga kemana kan? ;p "

kenapa harus mbak dita yang ngomong gini sih, mbak? kenapa bukan mama? thanks for the support anyway. ;-(