I just want you to know,that...

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, DAD.

hahaha. I don't know what makes me really want to say this to you. we don't even have a problem and I hope there won't be any problems since we already got plenty back then. and i know I have never said that 5 magic words to you for my entire life and maybe I won't say it straight to your face until I don't even know when, but, just in case you're wandering, yes, I do love you so much, Dad. even though we never had those father-daughter sweet moments but I know deep inside you feel the same way maybe even more. and I'm very grateful for that even though you're not really good at showing your feelings. *giggles*. it's not that I don't love my Mom. I love her even more. But I always said it over and over again in front of her face, on my sms, on my birthday card to her whenever wherever so it became our routines. but my dad, he never knew my exact feeling cause I never said it. I know we have a weirdo relationship but I do enjoy talking politics with you Dad. you've taught me many things I didn't even know before. even though sometimes you can be soo nervewrecking but I don't mind. In fact, I actually do really want to help you to get through these very difficult times, but what can I do? I don't have ability except I always pray for you and mom everyday at my daily prayer. No matter what you did, what you said that might disappoint people around you, I still love you and I wish I could shout it out loud to your face someday.