I start looking for a job. there's some positions I really want in some offices and I need your best wish so that maybe it could bring me some luck. you know I'm lying around too much. but lately, I can't work on my thesis but I don't have other things to do either, at the end I was just mourning my lost all day. I have to change that. I have to be something of my own. Maybe I can't sing in band, I just sing in inul vista. Maybe can't have my own hairsalon, and that's really not my thing. I mean, cutting people's hair??? are you kidding?? I might cut their head along with the hair. But maybe I can work. work my ass off until I get what I want. Maybe I can learn to be a real hardworker. that's life right? life is a hardwork. So I have to earn every achievement and accept every failure. I want to be a writer. I have to earn that, no, STRIVE! I have to prove that I'm exist. this isn't a competition. I was wrong. this is my own game, where I have to prove my capability to the world so that I might have something to hold on to when it's happen again and again. like, maybe she owns that boutique, she plays a guitar, I can say, "SO WHAT? I"M A WRITER AND I LOVE WHAT I DO. I DON"T CARE WHAT YOU DO. we have different talents I won't bother thinking about having talents that you have. we succeed in our own way afterall."
someday, I want to say that out loud. I wish myself some luck.
you are a singer ko bas. BV band?? lupa ya?
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