Do you know how it feels to take someone as your bestfriend (even more than just a bestfriend) and you got that someone thinks of you as... well... past... or even worse... as nothing? Many relationships i know lack of friendship in it. Well, have a good try, everyone. It's worth the bleeding to be with someone who's actually really worth it. Not everyone can make you happy, if you find someone who makes you happy, then don't you ever ever let go. Me? Well, I'm not that worth it I supposed. I'm not worth all the efforts or the tears let alone all the blood to fight for. Maybe one thing I should learn (again) is, let go... let go of everything beyond your control. :-)