Saturday, September 26, 2009
the everything
tomorrow, I have to get back to work. yeah, that sucks. ever since i'm interning in UNICEF, I know the exact traffic condition in jakarta and it kills me everytime. there's traffic everywhere and don't you bother to buy an exclusive ellegant car in jakarta since the motorcycles who fly around you will hit your car here and there anyway. and it's so frustrating. what if I had to drive my own car someday? just kill me. later on the thought of looking for a job outside jakarta haunt myself. I mean, I'm not the kind of person who can live far away from malls and shops since shopping is my favorite activities and I don't really like hang around because i'll get bored. then the plan comes to mind where i want to work in.... BALI! yes, i think i'll fit there since there are so many shopping centres bars and clubs everywhere. so, it'll be fun i guess! and i'm really looking forward to it. images of my riding bycicle along the beach lines, tanning on the beach, go surfing and snorkeling, back to work in surfaids. waaawww that's great. hahaha. that if i'll be lucky enough to get in Surfaids. but I won't wind working in a five star hotels too because i might find some interesting foreigners too! hahaha. ok that's too far.
ok what else, ooohhh I got a present from my brother and it's the very first surprising present I got from him. several times he gave me band t-shirts aa a present but it was me who requested it. but this time, he bought this thick english books and gave it to me without any notification where it surprised me in a good way. hope you will get semakin banyak rezeki mas!! i really do hope so.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
my mentor called me stupid yesterday
Dear Mr. INS, you call me stupid, you call my friends stupid. You broke our heart whenever we enter your room, you always make us feel inadequate just because you are Ph.D and we are just university students. But in the end you will see: YOU WON'...;T STOP US!! (Dedicated to my friend Dwitya Indiana Basitha, Shinta Wisnu Gupta, Ines Pamungkas, Klara Maria Dara dan semua yang tidak sempat tersebut)
hahaha see?? a day after everybody knew my story and gave me alot of support. thank you guys! I love you very much!
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Thursday, September 3, 2009
in the mood to blog!
I really enjoy it here since I learned so many new things, and I got the chance to make some new friends and know the working condition where the people are sooo different than college and it's scary sometimes because you never know which one is good or bad.
and I get to make some money!! haha. it's not a real salary though. not even half of my brother's salary, but I satisfied with it. you know, having your own money and really earned them until you don't have the guts to spend it. haha that's me. so, hope everything will work out well. at least until november then i'll come up with my new plan.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Loves It!
God I love these pics. but these are a photo spread pictures for some magazine. But I found some more interesting pictures of Carrie and Aiden from their scenes, so it's more touching I think.

I remember this scene. it's when they ended their first relationship. eventhough they still love each other but Aiden couldn't accept what carrie did behind her back. which i think it adds up more sad feeling to it's stories.

and it's when they're ended their second relationship. they knew they love each other very much and care about each other. but living together has drive them crazy sometimes till they get to the part where they're not sure if being together for the rest of their lives is what they really want.

and I hate it when Mr. Big took her back. But come ooooonnn. it wouldn't be an interesting story if she ends up with Aiden Shaw.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
the new page.
someday, I want to say that out loud. I wish myself some luck.
Saturday, August 1, 2009
I'm doooooneeeeeeee...
maybe it's based on the fact that i'm bored shitless. i went to this religious seminary at my mom's office and it's fun. WAY MORE FUN than what i've thought. and i've absorbed so many new informations and knowledges i've never known before. but it was sooo loooong. we started at 8 in the morning where I've arrived at the location at 7 am. then we go all the way till 7 pm. i literally want to die. tired. i enjoyed the renungan rohani part cause i think it made you realized your sins but then i'm done with all those snorting voices. HAAAAA!!!
I went through a lotta these for the rest of mylife resulting numb feelings toward sensitive issues like these. I was not crying not even a single tears. I just wanted to go home for that I couldn't concentrate. hahaha
Saturday, July 25, 2009
aaaarrrggghh
begitu balik ke jakarta, tujuan hang out nomor satu: mall. karena segala ada. dan gue nggak pernah ngerasa sekekurangan baju kaya sekarang2 ini di jakarta. kalo lagi ke mall berasanya dekil banget. sementara yang lain kinclong2 parah. dan gue mulai menyesal wasting my money for all those t-shirts. I should've bought girly tanktops or dresses instead.
shit.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
I want these...
jadi kemarin gue ke ladies bazaar kan di citos. terus gue bertujuan beli sendal dan warnanya HARUS silver karena sendal silver gue udah di ujung maut. bentar lagi copot talinya meskipun masih gue pake kemana2 juga sih biar agak oglek2 dikit. naaahh terus liat sendal indiahe lucu bangeeeeettttt. bukan yg ada kincring2nya gt sih.. tp ada manik2 silvernya gt lucu banget sumpaaaahhh. tapi harganya 350rb. sampah deh. kalo itu flats masih gue bela2in kali. tapi ini hanya sandal!!! yang bakal gue pake hampir tiap hari tiap saat (karena silver goes with almost anything) terus berapa bulan juga uda bakal butut. yaaahh jadi batal beli deh. cumaaa I still want an indiahe sandals! or at least an india look alike sandal deh nggak apa2 juga.

kaya gini kali yaa? tapi maunya yang less heboh jangan yang kincring2 banget kaya gini. oh dan warnanya pengennya silver biar bisa dipake terus.
terus pengen see through blouse! buat sidang. abis kalo sidang nggak mungkin pake tank top gitu kaaan dalemnya pasti harus kemeja. tapi gue males gerah. tapi emang dasar gue deh, bab4 aja belom beres2. gue malah lebih musingin pake baju apa ntar pas sidang sama wisuda ketimbang masalah substansi. hahahaha.
dan gue nggak tau kenapa pas gue search ini yang keluar banyakan gambar bokepnya drpd gambar baju fashionnya. hahaha.udah sih.. dua ini doang yang gue lagi pengen banget. pengennya bukan yang pengen2 nggak mungkin kesampean gt. pengennya bener2 pengen beli! so if anyone of you know where to get these, please inform me! thank you!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
I HATE SUNDAY!
1. how old are you?
22
2. are you single?
sadly, yes
3. at what age do you think you'll get married?
I had several psychic people read my palm and they said I would be marry at 27 which I think it's ok for me. ok? not? on? you think?
4. do you think you'll marrying the person you are with now?
who's the person I am with now?? I'm with no one.
5. if not, who do you want to marry?
I know God has plan for us, someone that's meant for us. but still, I want to marry.... Brandon Boyd. haha. kidding. I want to marry a guy with glasses on his eyes.
6. who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
Bridesmaid: vira olla jablay sukma bacok hahahaha banyak ya.. bodo biar ga pilih kasih.
Bestman : Rengga ben rean choki chaki
7. do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
I want a modern wedding. I want it to be an indoor wedding but I'll have the decorator makes it looks like it's outdoor in a beautiful secret garden.
8. where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
some place with romantic ambience. Maldives maybe? and it surely is will involve lots of SEX! hahahaha.
9. how many guests do you think you'll invite?
closest friends for about 250. family will only attend the akad nikah.
10. will that include your exes?
I have no idea. Exes are a sensitive issues don't you think? So I reaaly have no idea.
11. how many layers of cake do you want?
I don't know. I just hope it will be suuupppeeeerrr deliciouuussss... and must involve lots of chocolate!!
12. when do you want to get married, morning or evening?
the ceremony in morning aaannnddd the reception at night. with beautiful lights and candles around the room.
13. name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.?
I finally found someone. it's been my choice since I was at my elementary school! hahaha.
14. do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon&fork?knife?
fine dining.
15. champagne or red wine?
both plus all cocktail, sweet alcoholic drinks, name it!
16. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
I don't care. it's always a honeymoon as long as i'm with him. hahahaha. ih sampah banget gue rayuan gombal.
17. money or household items?
money... I can choose the household items by myself. it has to match my house's decorations which will involve a lot of reds and blacks.
18. how many kids would you like to have?
4! I'd love to have a big family of my own.
19. will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
yaaaeeeeyaaalaaaaahh menurut L???
20. whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
everyone who read this!! share your wedding plan would you?? terutama vira! HEH, gue tau lo uda kabita banget! hahaha
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
congratulations Icha & Tody





Us and the bride. she's glowingly beautiful that day. at first she looked kinda nervous but when the ijab kabul done, she couldn't stop her lips from smiling. aaahhh we're sooo happy for you cha.
Us and the chubby groom. hahaha. aduuh tody no offense tapi muka lo bener2 nggak husband material deh.. hahaha
at first, they put me as the frontliner altogether with margie, vivin and fiona. but we got bored easily and there's not so many people coming either, so we abandoned the front desk and blending with another audience. bad..bad..habit...
the wedding trophy from us for icha! it makes us wonder, who will be the next to receive this trophy? hahahahaha. ayu kali ya? kan dia yang dapet bunga. haha.
afterall, the ceremony went great. it was filled with laughter everywhere, so bless you guys. may you live hapilly ever after. *hugs and kisses*
everything's almost complete!!
btw, pas nyalain hp seneng banget liat sms pertama yang masuk! HAHAHAHAHA. aduuuhhh coba lo nulis lebih dari sekedar, 'dimana lo?'. gue langsung tumpengan beneran kali. hahahaha.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
now and then
- dulu gue suka banget ikut mbak belanja ke pasar. kayanya seru, banyak ikan idup. sekarang gue males banget sama yang namanya pasar. macet. bau. crowded. kotor.
- dulu pink warna wajib gue. nggak mau sekolah kalo sepatunya nggak pink. sekarang gue paling males sama warna pink. kesannya too cute dan bikin kulit gue jadi norak warnanya.
- dulu gue suka banget makan timun sama bayam. dimakan gitu aja nggak pake apa-apa. sekarang gue nggak suka banget sayur.
- dulu gue suka ngegadoin saos tomat. sekarang gue nggak sefreak itu. hahahaha.
- dulu gue keriting parah. sekarang keseringan dilurusin jadi wavy doang, nggak keriting2 banget.
- dulu gue gendut PARAH. sekarang sekel doang karena kalo kurus banget gue jadi kaya anak kampung. gue pernah kurus banget trus karena gue item sumpah yaa itu gue nggak ada menarik2nya.
- dulu gue nggak suka keju sama pizza karena menurut gue bentuknya aneh. skrg itu makanan favorit banget. gue inget gue mulai makan pizza gara-gara gue tau devon sawa suka pizza. dan waktu itu devon sawa lagi booming banget gara2 film casper. hahahaha.
- dulu kaos gue gombrong2 dan males banget pake kaos ketat gitu. jijay lengket2 gimanaaa gt. skrg gue pake kaos gombrong kalo lagi males gaya doang.
- dulu gue suka dengerin lagu dangdut. jadi sekarang lumayan masih ada beberapa yang afal. gue juga nggak tau knp gue dulu iya2 aja dengerin lagu dangdut.
- dulu tekanan darah gue tinggi untuk ukuran anak2, sekarang gue malah darah rendah. gampang banget pingsan. panas dikit, pingsan. sumpek dikit, pingsan. gawat deh.
- dulu gue galak banget di rumah. suka teriak2 marah2 kaya ibu tiri. sekarang gue sih kaleum...hahaha.
yang gue inget baru itu doang. sampah nggak penting banget sih. tp seru lho nginget2nya. hahaha.
gue sedang mencari...
Dulu waktu masih tinggal sekostan sama sukma dan kemana-mana selalu nempel berdua kayak biji itu sering banget gue sama dia ngomong suatu hal yang sama dan keluarnya bareng, lupa sih persisnya apa. tapi waktu dia uda pindah kostan dan gue masih attached sama dia, pernah gitu ke kampus taunya baju kita kembaran. jadi seharian itu gue sama sukma nggak mau deket-deket soalnya keliatan kayak anak panti. jadi jauh2an gitu, dan pas sore2 makan bareng gue pake pashmina jadi bajunya ketutupan. hahaha. trus sering banget gue ganti baju di detik2 terakhir sebelum berangkat ke kampus, taunya ketemu sukma lagi pake baju yang tadinya mau gue pake. sukma juga suka gitu. hahaha.
pernah juga ada masanya gue kemana2 lagi bareng viraaa terus. dan emang gue sama vira yang paling nggak ada rahasia gitu kan. nah itu juga sering banget ngomong sesuatu barengan. atau dia sms gue persis pas gue juga lagi ngetik sms buat dia, sebaliknya juga gitu. yang paling aneh sih waktu pas kapan gue iseng nyanyi2 lagu BBB tapi liriknya gue rubah2 gitu. dari 'diskonya bubar' jadi 'tutur tinular'. anjing, itu menurut gue uda pikiran one of a kind banget kan tuh? taunya besoknya gue tau dari temen gue, dia denger gue nyanyi2 'tutur tinular' itu terus ngomong, "hahahaha. kok lo sama ira nyanyiannya sama sih??" DOENG! jadi ternyata dia juga ngerubah lirik yang sama itu padahal kemarennya itu vira di rumahnya yang jauh banget dan gue dikostan. hahaha. itu freak banget lho.dan tambah aneh lagi waktu tau ternyata gue sama dia sama2 lahir di pagi hari lebaran. cuma beda satu taun aja. ngahahaha. ih itu aneh banget. tapi kalo baju samaan sih hampir nggak pernah, karena selera baju beda banget. tapiii kalo warna baju samaan lumayan sering terutama kalo lagi in the mood for hitam-hitam. hahahahaha.
sekarang setelah gue back for good ke jakarta, hari-hari gue banyakan sama kania kan. ditambah gue sama kania lagi bikin kebaya bareng, jadi fitting bareng terus ke penjahit ini. awalnya sih nggak ada sama2an gitu sama dia. lama2 mulai kerasa deh aneh2nya. hahaha. jadi pernah pas kapan gue ke penjait datengnya nggak bareng, taunya hari itu sama2 pake legging abu2 sama kaos putih. terus sandalnya sama PERSIS SIS SIS sampe ke warna, model dan mereknya. terus pas kita janjian mau pake high heels dan jalan di PS, kita berangkatnya sama2 pake flats dulu soalnya mau ke kampusnya dia dulu bentar. eh pas di ps ganti sepatu, high heels gue sama dia kembar! bener2 kembar cuma beda warna aja. dia abu2 gue beige gitu. asu. kemaren juga jackpot sih, gue fitting baju lagi. lagi-lagi sandalnya samaan tp yaudahlah yaaa nah surprise-nya baru pas buka baju. ternyata bh gue samaan sama kania!!! hahahaha. yayaya kedekatan ini mulai menakutkan...
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
you know you're indonesia when....
Your stomach growls when you don’t eat rice for a day.
You believe kecap ABC could turn bad cooking to gourmet food.
You talk during a movie.
You eat fried rice in the morning.
You think Rhoma Irama is kampungan.
You are willing to travel 25 miles to buy tahu and tempe.
You are very good at avoiding potholes and other
Your local McDonald’s serves rice and sambal.
You think Supermi is a staple food.
You have ever tried passing a Rp 50 coin as a quarter in a US vending machine/pay phone.
You have ever successfully bribed a police officer.
You have ever successfully bribed a customs officer.
You do your shopping in Singapore.
Your
You have ever legally bought pirated software.
You have ever been forced to memorize UUD’45.
You have bought something from a barefooted
You have ever eaten something sold off a
The first thing that comes to mind when hearing the word “Jakarta” is “macet”.
Someone you know has ever ridden on top of a train.
Your daily commute includes thinking up new ways to ride the city bus for free.
You don’t mind people being late.
You think standing in line is a waste of time.
You have tried every Monday of your youth trying to avoid upacara bendera.
You have used a mosquito repellant that looks like a coil and is lit on one end.
You use the terms “Ni yee”, “-lah” and “Ih, jijay” on daily basis
You know what Pancasila is, what it means and know it by heart.
You complain that movies in America don’t have sub-titles.
Your daily conversation may include enactments of TV commercials.
Your whole class has ever cheated on a test, and gotten away with it.
You have ever spent the night before an exam looking for someone who sells the questions.
You like the smell of terasi.
You think the Thomas Cup is equal to the Super Bowl.
You can name a
You have ever ridden in a motor vehicle with three wheels.
You miss your maid during laundry day.
Your clothing has brand names printed on it that is visible from 50′ away.
You attend weddings only until you are done eating.
You have attended weddings that you are not invited to.
You have a can of Baygon on your kitchen table.
You make major decisions based on gengsi.
Someone in your family has extra pockets in his outfit to hide cookies from the all-you-can-eat bar.
You have paid more then $1000 to get your name on your license plate.
When watching TV you regularly find that all the channels broadcast the same thing.
You know more than 10 acronyms/abbreviations.
You have one of those gigantic 5000 watts stereo system even though you can’t turn it as loud as you can since you live in a crowded neighborhood.
Your Toyota Kijang is packed with bull bar, fog lights, roof rail, car alarm, expensive car audio, gold plated emblems, tail light “protector”, racing steering wheels, sports muffler, lowered suspension, 17 inch wheels with expensive tires, etc. Yet you find them not gaul enough.
You are able to squeeze 15 passengers in your Toyota Kijang.
You refuse to buy unleaded gas for your imported car even though it costs less than 20 cents a liter.
You have your drivers license at the age of 14.
You got it without any driving tests.
You are unfamiliaYour stomach growls when you don’t eat rice for a day. You believe kecap ABC could turn bad cooking to gourmet food. You talk during a movie. You eat fried rice in the morning. You think Rhoma Irama is kampungan. You are willing to travel 25 miles to buy tahu and tempe. You are very good at avoiding potholes and other Your local McDonald’s serves rice and sambal. You think Supermi is a staple food. You have ever tried passing a Rp 50 coin as a quarter in a US vending machine/pay phone. You have ever successfully bribed a police officer. You have ever successfully bribed a customs officer. You do your shopping in Singapore. Your You have ever legally bought pirated software. You have ever been forced to memorize UUD’45. You have bought something from a barefooted You have ever eaten something sold off a The first thing that comes to mind when hearing the word “Jakarta” is “macet”. Someone you know has ever ridden on top of a train. Your daily commute includes thinking up new ways to ride the city bus for free. You don’t mind people being late. You think standing in line is a waste of time. You have tried every Monday of your youth trying to avoid upacara bendera. You have used a mosquito repellant that looks like a coil and is lit on one end. You use the terms “Ni yee”, “-lah” and “Ih, jijay” on daily basis You know what Pancasila is, what it means and know it by heart. You complain that movies in America don’t have sub-titles. Your daily conversation may include enactments of TV commercials. Your whole class has ever cheated on a test, and gotten away with it. You have ever spent the night before an exam looking for someone who sells the questions. You like the smell of terasi. You think the Thomas Cup is equal to the Super Bowl. You can name a You have ever ridden in a motor vehicle with three wheels. You miss your maid during laundry day. Your clothing has brand names printed on it that is visible from 50′ away. You attend weddings only until you are done eating. You have attended weddings that you are not invited to. You have a can of Baygon on your kitchen table. You make major decisions based on gengsi. Someone in your family has extra pockets in his outfit to hide cookies from the all-you-can-eat bar. You have paid more then $1000 to get your name on your license plate. When watching TV you regularly find that all the channels broadcast the same thing. You know more than 10 acronyms/abbreviations. You have one of those gigantic 5000 watts stereo system even though you can’t turn it as loud as you can since you live in a crowded neighborhood. Your Toyota Kijang is packed with bull bar, fog lights, roof rail, car alarm, expensive car audio, gold plated emblems, tail light “protector”, racing steering wheels, sports muffler, lowered suspension, 17 inch wheels with expensive tires, etc. Yet you find them not gaul enough. You are able to squeeze 15 passengers in your Toyota Kijang. You refuse to buy unleaded gas for your imported car even though it costs less than 20 cents a liter. You have your drivers license at the age of 14. You got it without any driving tests. You are unfamiliar with electric stove. You are even more unfamiliar with microwave ovens. If you‘re a student, your main purpose in life is to succeed in UMPTN and get into a Universitas Negeri. If you‘ve graduated from college, your main purpose in life is to find an easy job with big salary at a foreign company even if you have to stay unemployed for five years to find one. If you finally got a job, your main purpose in life is now to get a wife/husband that’s rich, from a “good” family, and the most importantly good looking in order to memperbaiki keturunan. You‘re proud to be Indonesian - and you pass these jokes on to allyour Indonesian friends!
You are even more unfamiliar with microwave ovens.
If you‘re a student, your main purpose in life is to succeed in UMPTN and get into a Universitas Negeri.
If you‘ve graduated from college, your main purpose in life is to find an easy job with big salary at a foreign company even if you have to stay unemployed for five years to find one.
If you finally got a job, your main purpose in life is now to get a wife/husband that’s rich, from a “good” family, and the most importantly good looking in order to memperbaiki keturunan.
You‘re proud to be Indonesian - and you pass these jokes on to allyour Indonesian friends!



